Today, another day...
Been looking for a flat, but nothing yet, the searching is driving me crazy, it is so hard to accommodate so many new things here in Cairo, its either too poor or too rich, and this diversity of worlds makes me mad, makes me sad and makes me wonder what Humans are capable of.
Walking on the streets you see so many poor people, the rush to come and offer you either flowers, or paper tissues in exchange of a miserable 1 Egyptian pound, I sometimes cannot bare to see either young children on wheelchairs or old people sitting by the road begging for money, and sometimes the vast majority of us humans taken things for granted.
Anyway, started talking about me and involved the world around me.
I miss my friends, its so hard to be away from you guys, not to be able to have a cuddle or to hold you when im down. Here it’s very hard to find people who can just be there for you without asking for anything in exchange. Maybe its just the beginning, its the being lost that scares me.
Today is a sensitive day for me, as for the last few days too, im not going to lie, it’s just so strange to feel like this, and there is nothing that is helping me to snap out off it.
Anyway, just a few words from my heart to make it lighter with thoughts, I decided today it will be a new day, I don’t have to be scared of who I am, who o choose to Love and to be with, I don’t have to be scared of what people think or talk about me, I don’t have to care that much.
Maybe coming to Egypt is a second chance of a new start in my life, a new start so I can correct the parts of my personality that I don’t like as well as the parts of my life I wish to erase and forget.
Its my younger sister's birthday today and I have called her to wish her Happy Birthday, she has an amazing website too
http://cmpdaspalavras.blogspot.com/
and its in Portuguese.
Anyway dear Family, dear friends its time to make it short and sweet, I'll be here for you, no matter what time, what day or where I am.
My Love to you all
Nunico
3 comments:
I love what you say, what you write...It is so beautiful.
It make me think deep and a lot.
Many thank for sharing them and let me enter in your world.
Have a wonderful new start in your life.
I love what you say, what you write...It is so beautiful.
It make me think deep and a lot.
Many thank for sharing them and let me enter in your world.
Have a wonderful new start in your life.
I think it's great that you choose this day to make a new start in your life. This is my Birthday and it means a lot to me. I'm older, but I never forget you and I miss you so much... And I go sad if I know that you're down.
I hope that you'll find soon, everything you want, but never forget us, we are the door that never shut's in your face.
Lots of GIANT HUGS and all my Love, just for you.
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