In my conquer to be myself and to stop lying to myself, and to also just be myself I decided to tell the people that I really Like and Love the truth about my current situation.
After 2 months of living in Cairo I was fed up of the depression of being far from my friends, the cultural diversity as well as the being all alone here I decided to make a full analysis of my situation and came to the conclusion I was still in Love with the person who broke my heart earlier this year, and I was not ready for a failure relationship. I cannot cope with long distance any longer, its so killing and so hurtful, it’s hard to trust someone.
But like Mike told me I have to lose the fear of trying.
The problem is that I got attached to people for their inside beauty, for their natural way of being humans, the wonderful personality they have, and I hurt them. I hurt them cause im still in Love with someone I do not wish to see anymore. Im still not over him, there is nothing I can do; only time heals the wounds of an impossible love.
So this is the truth and nothing but the truth
Love from the heart
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Back again and it won't be the last time,,
as i told ya Mr magnoun,,you do worth it to have a nice person beside ya
but it's just a matter of time,sometimes we can see something but we can't have it ;)
not going to tell ya be stronger cause am sure you'r stronger enough to live alone here in EGYPT
all i want to say is you'r really a Good person so don't waste your time wz stupied ppl (even girls too)
you'r Forever Friend
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